No weigh april

I have decided that after today I will not weigh myself for the whole month of April. I wouldn't weigh myself today except I have to with my trainer... Woomp woomp woomp. Oh well. So for the rest of April I will not weigh myself. I want to see what I can accomplish without the scale.
So here's to no weigh April. I will use my trainers measurements today as a reference to what I will be may 1st.
This might be the hardest thing ever. But maybe it'll finally give me the courage to post my current weight. I don't know why my current weight bothers me so much. I mean I've almost lost 40lbs but it still feels like when I post it people will still be like wow she has such a long way to go still or they would say omg she was so big before. I just hate the number on the scale. I want people to look at me and see me and not a number.
I finally broke down and told my mom which was a really hard thing to do for me. My whole family is thin and they make fun of overweight people all the time. Never realizing that as they were making fun of someone it hurt me because she was my size or whatever. They never made fun or me or called me names but it still wasn't easy being the fat girl in a thin family.
When I told my mom her response was really encouraging and it felt good to tell someone other than my husband. I have lots of skinny friends and they are always like I'm so fat or I need a diet. I seriously hate skinny people who call themselves fat to hear someone day oh but your so skinny. Blah, blah, blah.
Anyways back on topic. Haha. No weigh April has officially begun :)